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Stag Beetle

by Cazador

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I am tired and stressed Feeling desperate and sad When I just want to feel alive I want to be someone else Someone who doesn't have to hide The sharp sting of regret tracing every step Every mistake I ever made you pointed out You couldn't help yourself It's just like you to pull me down I am bored to death Feeling so reckless and lost When I just want to feel alright I want to be somewhere else Somewhere I don't ever have to hide The dull ache of distress haunting every step All the changes I tried to make were not enough You couldn't help yourself It's just like you to hold me back When I finally feel like I'm starting to take flight You say be careful not to keep flying so high I couldn't help myself I flew into the sun
2.
You came with open arms and left me red With blisters on my skin I don't think it was just by accident That I found myself embraced It's a circle drawn in flame All of the things that you touch Are falling apart, but their pieces will Fall into place, wherever they lay And build something new You came with eager hands and left me pale So ready to forget I don't think it was a coincidence That I fell into your grip It's an image carved in me All of the things that you touch Are falling apart, but their pieces will Fall into place, wherever they lay And build something new In the fire, I will burn Only to rise again From ashes, I'll rise anew Spread my wings, hope I can fly
3.
All you need is time To break everything that I built But that's alright It's just who you are All you need is quiet To get far away from the noise To block it out, to smother the sound You just want a break All you need is water To rinse off the things that you've done Well, you're not proud of how you turned out I'll give you a break, it's not your fault But I'll confess, I have my doubts When you're not around I feel fine I've seen your best, I've seen your worst When you're feeling down You drag me down with you All you need is home That feeling when you are alone When all your doubts come pouring out You can't make it stop All you need is wine To drown all the feelings you get So drink your fill, you've already lost I'll give you a break, it's not your fault But I'll confess, I have my doubts When you're not around I feel fine I've seen your best, I've seen your worst When you're feeling down You drag me down with you I hope you get what you wanted I hope it's all that you wished for I hope that it keeps you going I hope you figure it out But I'll confess, I have my doubts When you're not around I feel fine I've seen your best, I've seen your worst When you're feeling down You drag me down with you
4.
Her lips burn a shade of red I've never seen Glowing crimson in the fog she breathes Her fingertips are gray and cold again my skin Her touch leaves me winded, wanting her again I will give up everything but her Nothing else means anything to me She swore she was mine Her scent lingers on everything I touch Everything I see is in her reach Her promise fills my body, twisting deep within Reaching for the inside to leave her darkness there I will burn down everything for her Nothing else means anything at all I can't put her down, my hands feel wrong without her I can't leave her now, I don't remember who I am I will give up everything but her Nothing else means anything to me I will burn down everything for her Nothing else means anything at all Everything she told me was a lie
5.
I am ready to hear I am ready to see I am ready to feel I am ready to breathe I'm just tearing at myself Ripping the seams I'm just peeling back the tape Watching it break I'm just waiting for the sea To wash me away I'm just standing on the brink Ready to leave I am ready to fear I am ready to fall I am ready to bend I am ready to break I'm just tearing at myself Ripping the seams I'm just peeling back the tape Watching it break I'm just waiting for the sea To wash me away I'm just standing on the brink Ready to leave You can never go home again You can never go back My love, the course is set You can never take back Or fix the things you said You can never go home again The house we built, I tore it down Now you will live with this, my dear You won't forget me I'm just tearing at myself Ripping the seams I'm just peeling back the tape Watching it break I'm just waiting for the sea To wash me away I'm just standing on the brink Ready to leave
6.
Red, all I saw was red And everything I hated about you They say that's the color of wrath But I'm not angry, I'm just bleeding Black, all I saw was black The endless void that you left in your wake They say that's just empty space But I'm not empty I'm just shallow You were golden, the rising sun You bathed me in colors so bright You were silver and crystalline You shattered in my trembling hands White, all I saw was white The purgatory that I built for us They say that's the color of light But I'm not lucent, I'm a mirror You were golden, the rising sun You bathed me in colors so bright You were silver and crystalline You shattered in my trembling hands You are a beacon glowing in the night Everything I love about the light You are a lantern burning in the dark Everything I love about the fire You were golden, the rising sun You bathed me in colors so bright You were silver and crystalline You shattered in my trembling hands You were crimson, a sacred fire You kissed me with embers and ash You were endless, a blinding white You drowned me in your burning light

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released December 2, 2021

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Cazador Dallas, Texas

Cazador is a project by Dallas-based musician Michael Miranda, inspired by all the ridiculous emo shit he listened to as a teenager. Indulge in the dulcet tones of one man’s inescapable depression and constantly-unfolding existential crisis as he delivers song after song about his inability to cope with being a real boy. ... more

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